Getting my Girly on

In the last few months, I have found myself feeling as though I had no sexuality. Let me explain;

With Darling Husband deployed, it has been since July (which was actually a month and a half before he even deployed) since I had gone out and really done anything fun for myself, with or without anyone. You know, when you get dressed up and look nice and feel great and like you're on fire (in a good way)? Yeah. July. It's December.

Sigh. I haven' truly felt "girly" since July.

I mean, I've had moments. But they didn't last very long. I mostly live in jeans and t-shirts but I'm not "sporty". I'll wear skirts, but rarely will I ever wear a skirt or a dress "just because". I don't really buy them either for "just because". Rarely have I ever. I've decided, however, that I need to change this.

Why? Well, as much as I love my Mother, she is the most unfeminine woman on the planet. Okay, maybe not the planet, but she's pretty high up there. And lately, I've been finding myself becoming more and more like her. Except that I still like penises and not vagina's. Only difference really.

I think it's time for a change. Just how to make that change is another story.